Let me out/Daughter

So for some strange reason, Ive been dying to be by myself
Like I hate, when Im alone with nothing to do...
but when Im around people they all make me feel inferior to them...
Like no, i haven't finished a degree a yet and ive started like 6 different schools
no i dont have a job and have stopped the search for one
no i can't drive and im 22
I dont care about those things anymore though because I realized I wasn't doing those things for me
I was doing them because people said i should and i wanted someone to tell me i was doing something right...
Im content with being absolutely nothing right now.
one thing i did start doing again is my gages...
their blue (fav)
i guess im trying to look older,
tired of people confusing my boyfriend as my dad or brother,
Image result for relationship where guy is older

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