WithUiamInfinite

So for some strange reason, Ive been dying to be by myself Like I hate, when Im alone with nothing to do... but when Im around people they all make me feel inferior to them... Like no, i haven't finished a degree a yet and ive started like 6 different schools no i dont have a job and have stopped the search for one no i can't drive and im 22 I dont care about those things anymore though because I realized I wasn't doing those things for me I was doing them because people said i should and i wanted someone to tell me i was doing something right... Im content with being absolutely nothing right now. one thing i did start doing again is my gages... their blue (fav) i guess im trying to look older, tired of people confusing my boyfriend as my dad or brother,

Hey guys,  I know its been years since you've heard from me, MY BADD!!  I'm back and with a vengeance! So much shit has happened and everything is all fucked up right now! Im glad I have you guys here with me.

Okay, so I know I have been away for quite awhile, and my views have dropped immensely. I am back with a vengeance and ready to showcase the world who She(Shay) really is. I am 21 years old, I was 18 when this blog was started and still in high school. I am now where I need to be in order for this blog to be successful. Living it up in the city and exploring and doing things all on my own, now I will have more to post about. I get my camera in a few days after I move into my own place (which will be a blog post on its own).  Thank you all for viewing my blog. Its still a working in progress, but I plan on reaching a bigger audience.

So today I got to experience hear break. Than one if my jobs fired me. I really felt like things were only going to get worse. I've never hated a man the way I hate TT. He has torn me open and made sure I had no way of possibly healing. Losing my job sort of added to the fire, and not in a good way. I pray to never give myself to another man, no matter the circumstances. Love died years ago, it's time that I face the facts.

So yes my fellow bloggers I have returned after years and YEARS..... ( no really ) of being away. This blog actually helps me because oh my gosh I've been through some bullshit! So get ready for an exciting experience as I share the shit out of this blog and bring my readers into my life. I've got my laptop so let's do this!!

So I just wanna share to you guys how awesome I find Twenty One Pilots, their lyrics really do breath life into this egocentric culture of ours. A culture where people are inspired by Kylie Jenners lips but can never find solitude within the simple things like life it's self

Who ever is viewing my post, I just wanna say thank you! You are amazing in every shape and form and I love you no matter what you've done in life. Share my blog as much as possible I probably don't have a lot of viewers now due to the lack in technology ( a computer ) but im working on promoting this like crazy. It's hard to do it on my phone because I miss out on really personalizing my blog to make it something special but thank you guys!